Love Me Like You Do by Nina, Deidre, Cherry L. (acoustic cover)

Dato' Siti Nurhaliza - Aku Cinta Padamu (Acoustic Cover by Deidre, Nina & Cherry L)

Fun session with my collegues! Hope you guys enjoy!

The reckless but loveable Miaw Miaw

              I have never really care about cats and dogs before. But ever since my family decided to have home-puppies and cats, i become very passionate and love for them. My heart breaks whenever one of my cats get sick. There is one of our cats, we  called him Miaw Miaw. He is a very reckless cat, always pee and poo anywhere in my house especially under the sink. It smells so bad that my mum will keep scolding him for doing so. Probably because he is not taught on how to pee well as well as the other cats. Then one day, my dad gave an injection to him. My dad has an experience in dealing with animals so he is legal to do so. We don't know what went wrong, Miaw Miaw became worst days after the injection. My grandma  found him near the toilet, lying down with muds all over his body. It was heartbroken to see him because he wasn't moving at all. Thank God that we found him early if not, only God knows what was going to happen next. I didn't know what to do at all at first.  The first thing i did was giving a bath to him, of course with warm water. I decided to take care and keep him in the house because i couldn't bear for another pet lost after Yukie..

               As a human, we all have this feeling that no matter how bad a person is, we will always try to help him/her whenever possible. I am not kind, i usually don't care, but i just cannot look away, i cannot ignore. So the least i can do is to keep him warm and stay hydrated with glucose since he is not able to swallow food, probably because his body system is already too weak. A week passed, Miaw Miaw didn't show any positive sign. My dad and my grandma are so confirmed that he cant live long. But i don't care, i don't want to feel regret even if we loose him.. My mum, me and my sisters keep feeding her everyday with glucose with hope he will get his sense back.

               2 weeks afterward, he was able to eat after i keep putting sardine to his mouth with hope the smell will be able to stimulate his appetite. He cant eat at first, but slowly he tried to eat it bit by bit. That time, theres nothing happier than to see him eating, pooping and peeing because that shows how his body is functioning again. And then one day, i came back from my meeting with friend, my sister told me that Miaw Miaw can finally walk again. I was like, o my god, really? Then i straight away went to Miaw Miaw, carried him to see if really he can walk. That time, i feel satisfied and proud, that he finally gain his conscious back. Today, Miaw Miaw is very healthy but skinny since he didn't have solid food for almost 1 weeks plus. He even can run and jump but still pooping whenever he wants and of course my mum keep scolding him for doing so. But one thing wierd happened though, Miaw Miaw's behavior suddenly changed to everyone in the house. He will suddenly rub his body against our legs whenever possible. I said changed because he never did anything like this before. Usually, he will run every time when we were trying to chase him and only come home when food is prepared. Probably now he realised that we are a good people to him and that he was grateful that we save him.haha. We all love you Miaw :)

               This was Miaw Miaw condition when he was sick. He couldnt walk and move much. He had been lying a lot for the passed 2 weeks, no walking and running. He was pretty like in a coma state.. So every day, we will stretch his legs and rub his body so that his body's muscle wont get weak along with his body system. Miaw Miaw was resting on the pet bed that i made a month ago, with Shiro and Sunny by his side. Probably they were wondering what had happened to Miaw Miaw. Poor Miaw..

This is Miaw Miaw now, a little skinny but healthy. We're sure gonna stuff you with calories after this Miaw. Stay healthy <3 br="" nbsp="">

i love my pets

I don't know what to write so im just gonna pour everything thats in my mind now.

Life is so far so good. Nothing new nothing changed, same old days. Currently on my long semester break, which i love it so much. I love to be at my cozzy home, i get to wake up whenever i want, sleep without worrying about tomorrow and i get to cook anything that comes in my mind. Right away as long as we have the ingredients back in the kitchen. However, one thing that i dislike about being at home is that the need to do cleaning right after i wake up. Not the usual cleaning i must say. I feel the urged and pressured to do cleaning because the smell of the puppy's poop was damn horrible. i couldnt stand it. It was a homed puppy, he gets to stay and sleep at home. Not only that, the cats are all pooping under the sink and i hated the smell. I say it wasnt a usual cleaning because i need to throw their poops, do the mopping. Clean the leftover dishes. Etc. Seriously. But afterall, i love my pets. It feels like having such a ma fan kids, but i just love them so much. They have become my company throughout this holiday. Life would be bored without them.. As the sayings go (well i copied this from fb)

"Without my cats and dogs, my wallet would be full, my house would be clean but my heart would be EMPTY."

Yukie love

RIP Yukie

(2009-20 April 2014)

I don't quite fancy cute puppy back then until i found you. I can still remember the first time daddy brought you to the family, saying she was a gift to my sister for her 7As PMR. When i saw you after i got back from school, there was no special feeling. It feels like i saw a normal dog passing by my house everyday except the thing that you have quite fluffy fur that i could not resist but to pat you.. But as day goes by, the feeling starts to grow. We started to have this very special relationship. I talked to you whenever i feel like i want to, i started patting you everytime when you come near me, i started to keep on asking you about what i have taught you that is to give me your hand.. Everytime you did that, it makes me happy. Now im starting to cry writing and remembering you.. Now that you gone, without saying goodbye to me and my other sisters, it made me regret for not coming back that day..if i know it's gonna be like that, i would still gonna go home despite all the buziness i was having that week..that was the greatest regret i am having now..But u're gone on the Easter Day which im sure, He would surely gonna take you as His servant..I wish you know how much your absence affect me..]and i want you to know that you will always gonna be in my prayer.. i miss you so much and i will always gonna remember you as the greatest companion i have ever had.. i miss you and i wish to see you so that i can ask for your hand again..

and this song describes what i am feeling now..

#Thankful

The rainbow comes right after the heavy rain..

I'm really thankful, He listens, He helps..

It was a hard week last week, but this week i feel really wonderful with His blessings. 

Hope I could do what i've planned to do after this.

I've learnt that, not everything ends up with sadness and every little problem has its solution.

We just gotta work on it to solve the problem. Think positive and PRAY, because God will always be with you, listens to you, and helps you in every way. 

Every little pain will make you even stronger than you are before.

2o13 February Love.

:) 

Being in a distance relationship is hard, really hard, super hard. But stay in love for almost 4 solid years is really something special. 

:P

i heart him ;)

my dedication for my ex in my silent time

i hate that i have a memory that i have to remember when a thing turns out badly..

i hate that i have fallen in love with you and in the end both of us break up..

i regret for letting you entering my life ..

i hate that i am not strong enough to say no to your love..

but all this sadness makes me stronger than before..

i know what it feels to be heartbroken..

and from that moment i've promise to myself that i will never gonna experience the same heartbroken feeling ever again..

yet, it keeps coming to me..

i hate that it whenever i have see your face ,not because i hate you but because of what i have with you..

the memory that ive never wanted to repeat ever again, falling in love is such sweet moment but when you cheat on me everything seems black..

searching every broken pieces of my heart and gain a stronger power than before..

and that made me even stronger than before..

i thank you God for letting me experience this, because it makes me stronger ..

cuz you ain't deserve me..im sorry, goodbye..