It's Christmas Time!

The most anticipated day that is Christmas, is coming! Two more days to go and this year i'm gonna celebrate it with my beloved family. I miss the time, where everything seems so stress-free. My Christmas day when i was a child was the merriest one. Every Christmas season was the merriest. This year, I feel like i wanna feel that feeling again. And i want all my cousins especially the kids to feel that Christmas feeling. That happy faces when receiving present and the glee feeling when you gather with the family. Cuz i know, the best feeling is when u get to gather with your big family. One day, there will be a time for u to be far away from your family, that is the time when you're gonna miss your family the most. I want the kids to treasure this memory. At least they have something to be remembered of. 

This year, it would be a different one, bigger than before. It will be an upgraded Christmas event in our family history. FYI, my family (my father's side) is not like other wealthy family. We couldn't afford to celebrate the party at the hotel or restaurant etc. But this year, we decided to collect money from each of the family for the contribution of all expenses. This year would be much more different than the other party because, we have our lucky draw, door gift, games and also perasmian majlis by my grandmother. I really hope this will turn out well but all i hope is that everyone will be happy during the time. That is the main objective of having this family gathering. That is to gather, talk with the family and have fun. On the other side, i don't want them to forget the birth of Jesus Christ, that came as our saviour. I am really thankful that he guides me really really well to make this thing happen. I haven't got enuf sleep since yesterday, but i dont feel tired at all. I'm still on fire to get all things done for the event tomorrow. So later in the morning, i will be going to my cousin's house AGAIN to do the stage deco. Just a simple one but hopefully the audiences will feel the warmth that we're trying to express. So, two more days to go, hopefully everyone and each of the family member will keep on supporting to make this event a succesful one XD

meeting with the my co-assistant aha

4 days before the event, just the cousins being silly. Like we used to. Love you all :)

Kami lagi haha. 3 days before the event, karaoke dulu baa~~ 

 All i want for Christmas iiiissssssssssss to be HAPPY :)

While wrapping the Christmas presents, we would love to snap a pic of us.

I love how childish we could be xD

Merry Christmas all :)

#Thankful

The rainbow comes right after the heavy rain..

I'm really thankful, He listens, He helps..

It was a hard week last week, but this week i feel really wonderful with His blessings. 

Hope I could do what i've planned to do after this.

I've learnt that, not everything ends up with sadness and every little problem has its solution.

We just gotta work on it to solve the problem. Think positive and PRAY, because God will always be with you, listens to you, and helps you in every way. 

Every little pain will make you even stronger than you are before.

Seminar Hidup Baru dalam Roh

Well, the 3 days journey of seminar has ended two days ago. It has been a tired but fun weekend. i'm glad that God had sent me a friend , a messenger telling me to go for this event. I am very thankful for she has never stop asking me to join this seminar after i rejected the other events under CSG for so many times. This just shows how God had never stop telling His people to believe in Him. And im very thankful that i have a friend like her who always keep me in her prayer. You know who you are and i hope God will always bless you wherever you are. .
Here are the overall pictures of the 3 days event. I just couldn't really tell what my feeling is now. One thing for sure, the bond between me and Jesus now is stronger.This is what i have been aiming for from the very first day. So yeah, halleluja   :)

Banner made by the members of the CSG

statue of Mother Mary in front of the Our Lady of Mount Carmellite, KK

Me standing in front of the Carmellite small chapel

Inside the chapel. I love this place so much. Went there as early as 6 am on Saturday for the morning mass. A very peaceful place. 

Praise and worship , my favourite part. I just love to sing wholeheartedly,dance happily..

Me and the rest of the participants .

:)

God and I.

It's true that people does change. Including me. To keep on track,on something good is to me a good and balance life. I myself have my own perspective over something.one of it is that i believe in God . But as a human being, sometimes i do doubt about the existence of the God. Is He really there when we need Him the most..

I love Jesus, i always do...He keeps my soul alive.. Tho sometimes this love keep on fading away. we make mistake , we know that it wrong but yet we still do it.. Purposely sins are actually creating the barrier between u and the God..U were so afraid of making sins,once happened, you scared of showing yrself to Him at the church..thinking that He might not gonna forgive you because u thought that the sins you have done are too much and unforgiveable..

I feel like the barrier between me and God is getting bigger.. Im afraid one day i might forget about him..therefore i decided to join a seminar conducted by the Catholic Student Group in Ums..hopefully ill be able to strengthen this special bond between me and God like in my matriculation year..The seminar is going to start tonight. Actually there are a lot of obstacles coming against me , telling me not to go. I know that it is a test for me whether i really want to see God again this time..Thank God i manage to follow these all fellow catholic friends of mine ,now on our way to Sacred Heart KK..

So ,lets hope these 3 days journey would end the way He wants it to be..and i hope i can feel his presence again this time..amen...