my dedication for my ex in my silent time

i hate that i have a memory that i have to remember when a thing turns out badly..

i hate that i have fallen in love with you and in the end both of us break up..

i regret for letting you entering my life ..

i hate that i am not strong enough to say no to your love..

but all this sadness makes me stronger than before..

i know what it feels to be heartbroken..

and from that moment i've promise to myself that i will never gonna experience the same heartbroken feeling ever again..

yet, it keeps coming to me..

i hate that it whenever i have see your face ,not because i hate you but because of what i have with you..

the memory that ive never wanted to repeat ever again, falling in love is such sweet moment but when you cheat on me everything seems black..

searching every broken pieces of my heart and gain a stronger power than before..

and that made me even stronger than before..

i thank you God for letting me experience this, because it makes me stronger ..

cuz you ain't deserve me..im sorry, goodbye..