I have always wanted to travel ..moving from one place to another places from time to time. i dislike being in static state and being boring all the time doing the same thing everyday. i love travelling so much, knowing the history about the places i travel to, taking picture beside the famous tower of the county, talking to people there, learning their language.. i love moving around rather than staying here without doing nothing..i envy those who is brave enough to not pursuing their study for they know what their strength is and maybe they feel like studying for years will/may not guarantee their future yet.. for the whole chapter of my life has been all about getting a good result ..it's because my parents want me to..they said that the only thing that gonna makes what you are in future is by studying and get a good result..that might be true yet risky..who knows one day , you might end up doing things that you love rather than doing things that you need..wouldn't tat be a waste of time and money..but sometimes what i think may not be right too, my parents just want to get the best thing out of me and i am not rebellious enough to say no to that because that is for my own good.. maybe, someday in future, i might not gonna be doing what im working for now, well at least i have something to prove that i am a person with an education.. but is that really matter? i just dont know yet whether im doing the right thing now.. my mind is always changing and thats really dangerous..but thats just me, ive always been like that, keep on changing my mind over something.. i might say yes to this today but tomorrow might be a no..sigh..maybe God has a better plan for me and all i could do now is to pray and just continue with what i am doing now until im sure what i really want to be in future..
One thing I learnt in the past two years was education is very important.I saw kids in rural areas how they don't really understand the importance of education and it broke my heart.They didn't realize that education open up a whole new world. How lucky we are to get proper education :)For the uncertainty of the future, I get you since I experienced the same thing. There are times I questioned myself why am i here and where do i want to go from here. but our major doesn't necessarily define what we're going to be in the future :)
ReplyDeleteYes, i cant and will never gonna deny how important education has been to us. Its just that sometimes i feel like we're trapped in the education system that if we dont have any degree/diploma people will not gonna look up to you..its just too tiring how judgemental a person can be.. thanks dew, i really appreciate yr thought on this :)
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