Leaving home sweet home this 23 May.

Guess what, IM GOING TO LABUAN THIS 23 MAY!

Confirm sudah ne!

Okay, take a deep breath..huh...

Actually, sy excited bha ne mau pergi becoz most of my bestfriends get offer to continue study there oso.

So, excited sangat-sangat, nanti taklah rasa terasing sangat berada dalam kalangan golongan budak pandai.

But seriously, sy bersemangat membara-bara ne skang mau study balik.

Apa tidak, everything seems new and encouraging. New environment, new place, new thing..Semualah new. But one thing for sure, i've set my goal for this one year program to work my ass off to get 4.oo pointer if can! I know its hard but not impossible right?

Sy tidak pernah bersemangat sepanjang sy belajar untuk SPM oo apa lagi law struggle di matriks.

Now, i know my goal, i know what i want to be, i just hope God will be with me and help me..

Mungkin sebab keputusan SPM yang sangat kurang memuaskan membuatkan saya lebih bersemangat untuk melakukan yang lebih baik lepas ne, which i think is very good.hehe.

Sebab, ada kawan sy yang memang hebat la result dorang tapi tidak dapat masuk matriks, sedih juga sy sebab dorang tu geng2 kami juga..hmmm but whatever it is, when one door closed, still got other door to knock mah kan,hehe.

Everything happen for a reason juga bhai tu, sy sendiri pun mana sangka gia ble dapat masuk matriks, syukur sangat2 oo dapat.

I did some random google about matriks this few days, heard a lot rumours about bad thing happen there. Is it? banyak pelajar keluar lewat malam pergi club la, ada kes beli arak(sebab arak kat labuan murah?), sampai ada kes budak kml melacur utk dapat duit? sy sendiri tak pasti dengan cerita2 gini, semua ne hasil dari random blog kat internet. Hmm, sy rasa tu semua depends sama tu orang juga. Kalau tak kuat iman, memanglah bah jadi benda2 camtu.. So, the best way is, surround yourself with positive people..kekekeke..

Mau ada plan juga bha kalo mau belajar sana. Ada juga yang belajar baca buku tebal2 nda juga score, susah juga kan? hmm..

Nampaknya, sepanjang di matriks terpaksa la bangun terlampau awal. Macam susah sikit o sebab sy biasa sudah bangun jam 8 pagi kan,muahhaha. Sana kena bangun jam 4 pg o semata-mata nak pergi mandi, taw la bekalan air di matriks ada sot sikit. Silap hari bulan nda termandi plak sy.

So nanti pas mandi, trus pergi revise utk next chapter.breakfast.class until 3 pm i think.

Then balik pergi hostel, sleep for one hour, then go jogging kat stadium.

Malam go lepak2 di bilik and study sampai jam 10/11 gtu. Lau ada masa lepak kat bilik kawan ahaha. But i really hope i have enough stamina la to do all this. Hope dear Lord will be bless me..permudahkanlah semuanya ya Tuhanku..amen..

Harap-haraplah penyakit rajin sy timbul kat sana, mesti hari2 belajar, silap hari bulan,gagal exam trus out o..matai na yan..

Anyway, hope you guys who read this will always pray for me and my friends at matriks..

semoga semuanya okay saja ya, thanks!

cheers!

xoxo, Deidre.